Sara.K
I'm your average fifteen year old, living a relatively good life.
I still think the best of the world, so I'm an optimistic person! I celeb-hop whenever I watch a new show.
I've a crazy love for eating, shopping and reading but I'm also a geek who loves to bum my days away sitting in front of the computer.
Please refrain from spamming! I do not need to see multiple messages to get your point. :)
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
im bored; so im posting . lame shyt stuff ; wakakas . keep send songs lo . & download .
he told me bout loads of things ; which includes ipw programme . not sure what exactly its about . but if im not wrong ; its bout some kindda transfer or something ? then it came to me ; if he was to transfer ; what would happen ? things are going to change .
& then he told me he had to study loads for it ; & the usual after skul slacking together would have to stop . i dont know why ; not like we're not talking or anything ; but im feeling empty already .
& then i start thinking . A LOT . killing allllll my brain cells ; depressing & stressing bout the things that would happen . & then i feel like crying . something which has not been happening for lets sae ; since i became besties with him . i have never cried for such ridiculous reasons for a llooonnng looonnngg tyme already . mad about him la . tsktsk . obsession wor . the more i think ; the more i start to feel empty . & thats where we go to girlfrens . its unnatural . all of it . its like im not being myself ? tsktsk . something is wrong with me ! 0.o i miss my pri skul frens sooooo much ! that caused some tears too . im currently depressing . & i dun think i can tell this to him ; since it somewhat involves him ? idk . im just emo-ing . ANOTHER thing i have not done in a loooonnnnggg tyme .
& anyways ; i cnt believe im even typing it down ; since my blog is not exactly private .
