Thursday, June 12, 2008
hmms...
okehs; updates.
im continuing with lessons.
but this tymne round;
no more heck-caring & laziness.
put more heart in then usual.
just a wee bit more. but im glad i did.
i wanna be serious in everything im doing :D
when camed back yesterday ;
got a good thrashing from mummy.
cuz i forgot to lock door & off th modem & loads of other stuff i neglected.
she said i was self centered & irresponsible.
i guess she is somewhat rights ?
sighs...only wish for th better.
i wanna become a changed & better person :D
hmms...this early morning was near breakdown.
i was feeling horrid ; somewhat.
& was getting cranky & i was forced to go to aunt's house.
sighs.
i bathed & mumbled non-stop.
while bathing ; was throwing tantrums & temper.
but overcomed that;
thankyew dearest for listening to me complain . (i think i been complaining loads recently D: ) & talking to me.
i relaxed soon afetr.
hmms...bused there.
& non-stop talk to dear.
reached there ; was still slightly grumpy.
hmms...then when reached ; saw th adorable lil baby ; mood calm down a little .
then not cranky nor grumpy lurs.
after that ; went to bugis ; & bought shorts.
hmms...trained back to tm & went to buy stuff for pepo.
hmms...dearest doubted me.
he doubted i was trurtful to him.
he is worried bout all th unworthy worries.
hmms...he keeps worrying that i would change heart ?
dearest ; i wont.
if i did ; i would have done so longlong tyme ago.
dear; love you too much to let go .
