Sunday, September 21, 2008
things never cease to brew up .
& im desperately tring to make sure everything will turn out okay .
`maybe habeee is sleeping ;
idk ...
`i played too far once again .
manxs ; im always doing that ...
`its tough to type it all out .
im just lost ; & not sure what to say to make things better ;
i have a feeling that i would say th wrong things & end up messing th whole sitution .
`i really am lost .
`i choose to believe all th late night stories are true ;
& that all of it was what really happened .
so why are you so eager to say that you had lied to me ?
`i know you wont lie to me ;
never .
`so why are you trying hard to make me believe that you lied ?
gosh ; im messed up once again .
th smses are scary .
he was desperate to get me off th line too .
i dont know about th situation now ; cuz no smses are coming in or whatsoever .
habeee ; by now ; i believe you should know how i always mess things up D:
im really sorry ohkays ?
please dont be pissed ....
