Friday, March 20, 2009
heads up (!) i continued with my story :D
& i have a long post ahead !
went to church for seminar yest.(:
it was just like insanely cool :D cuz i was just letting it all out and stuff (:
being myself & all . was real fun . there were embarrassing moments , but seriously, who cares ?
im happy :D
& i
may be an ED a.k.a Emotional Dependency . or in this case , im Emotionally Dependent.
well , its all quite complex . seeing how we're in sweet loveydovey days .
& yet again , our relationship seems healthy . cuz we do understand each other & give breathing spaces if needed. just sometimes, there may be a little communication error or something .
well , lets say im 1/4 ED . hahs ! im working on it (: so , gimme some credit .
worship was just superb . i miss laying it all down before God. like, just being in his presence , & sing my heart out. th feeling was just wonderful . a smile would just creep in :Dwell , yeaps. keeping my eyes on God (!) hahs !& it was pretty much a dread to come home to all th chores. since momma cant do them .
i feel like some domestic helper . but what to do ? daughter marhs .
& i noticed , my boyf actually a weeweeeweee bit irritating !
yest , on & on he went about Taylor Swift & alot of retarded stuff .
but hey , irritating doesn't mean he isn't
cute (!)
&
i still love him double much (!) hahs !
yeaps . im bored at home . feeling down about missing today's seminar & thinking about worshipping soon & missing my dear boy & hoping my one hour break last longlong & just tired from all that stuff i suddenly have to start doing.
