Saturday, March 28, 2009
i know its been long.
but, that's only because i'm a busy lady. ahahs!
anyways, been busy with the prep work for Hai-Carnival for the past few days. & only going home after dinner.
wednesday was 25h & i had coffeebean with my one & only!
it made me happy :D
to my baby; a little bit of time with you make me notice how frigging important you are. so impacting ey.
& i found out something. we're weird these days. i've been mean to him :p
in th sense, i'm not lovey dovey & i kind of go against him :[
but well, its all just part of being a dimwit.
changing in process :p
i want be 24/7 wonderful girlf ! :D
thurday stayed back to do prep work.
its energy draining !
& to jingxiang; i'm really sorry. but just to clarify, i really did not say what you claim. i just felt that sometimes, you really make it sound like you don't need the class, & you can handle everything on your own. sorry if i offended you. & all in all, to be our chairman, you are pretty good.
another thing! i found out i offended alot of people.
well, now th whole -"she's also human & she has moods." proves even more.
after th whole thing, went to ehub with baby.
& ate(: he accompanied. where to find so sweet one? i ask you.
friday we stayed back to complete.
im beat ):
after which, went to find baby & his mom to dine.
so much joy (:
though after so long, i'm honestly still embarrassed.
today is the BIG day.
crawled up early to school. till forgotten my coupons !
how dumb of me.
anyways, we took the first shift. & i bet our shop was propably the best ?
you should have seen how they flooded in!
we just ran out of pizza so quickly.
enjoyed myself serving people (:
future aspiration ey? th stupid kenneth said my future career was a waitress, cause i held a plate of pizza walk around.
meant for my baby, but he was no where to be found. MAIN POINT IS ; my career will not be being a waitresss! yet again, its so fun to serve customers !
& I'M AFRAID OF BIG FURRY BUNNYS!
i found that out today.
kenneth was in this bunny mascot thingy. & it seriously creeped me out.
biggest regret ;
not going to th haunted house ):
i'm still upset about that ):
ironic, but i like scary stuff, only because i'm afraid of it. the thrill is fun :D
after the carnival, & all the dunking & stuff,
i'm beat. headed off to church & had a proper conversation with my dear one for th enitre day (:
anyways, service is awesome :D
i love worship! but i'm seriously dead tired that i was like "meng meng dong dong" one ):
dinnered & attended th baptism course till mid of it left.
its quite cool actually :D
& just had a heated arguement with momma.
baby suggested i write to her, to tell her how i feel.
i was going to, till i pour it all out to baby, & i no longer feel anything. so i can't write it out. i think i'm pretty much a looser. i feel that once i find a non-harmful way & non-offending way to vent, i will not be angry any longer (: so my looser-ity ain't such a bad thing. cause i get over it quick by letting all my feelings out in a way (:
will talk about the issue when daddy comes over.
better chances of a rational talk.
without interuptions and misinterpreting.
& amazing how my dearboy is so smart to be able to think of the writing idea.
but i'm really tired & i don't know what to write alr. cause i really feel nothing right now. just really tired. & missing him.
i'm too tired to get mad. & the truth,is i'm not mad anymore.
like i no longer felt wrong-ed. but just want to try to just perhaps, please her.
slowly. we all have bad times. what to do?
am bearing (:
sara is stronger than that(;
i want go swimming tomorrow !
urgently want to! since when have i said that?
