Saturday, March 14, 2009
im breatheless . its a long story . & im like , what th bull ?
i found out my post recently are all ways to vent my frustration .
& im often frustrated .
ohmanxs , this is badbadbad ):
but , i still got to let it out . and i guess , this is a pretty useful way :D
seriously , im 14 . & like , sometimes , gimme a break ):
they think i so free to go understand ar ? like , im just 4 years older than him only .
i mean , what do you expect !?
neeed to slow down , catch my breath & think .
seriously . neeed to calm down ):
all th bull just about my brother . like , th world revolves around him .
i mean , not cuz of anything . now you want me to strain and to go do things because of him ):
what about how i feel ? like, i must be th one doing it . when its that tough for me .
what about him ? its a two way thing . why must be ALWAYS i concern for HIM . what about th other way around ? i neeed time right . then now you're restricting me from so much & giving all th bull about my brother .
& then all th stuff about religion and beliefs .
like , i know im not doing all the rights . but i mean i have many things going on in my life right ?
like , life always mess up . i need a breather . i need to sort things through . im just stressed and out . im trying hard . gimme a break , alright !?
sighs . im not going to be mad . i just neeed to think slow :D
count sheeps ! (:
