Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Disclaimer : This is going to be a relatively sad post ):
School was still okay (: Dull though ):
After school, went to lunch with Bee and it was library after that.
Got a few books and was home after.
First off, why this is so short, is cause I'm really feeling sick in the stomach. I can't even finish a plate of rice during recess and when I was offered really awesome fries, I turned them down (during lunch) I seriously feel that something is wrong with my gut and that's just plain weird.
Sure I want to become a 24 waistline lady, but I don't think it's exactly healthy that I'm turning away from food ): Sighs. I rather be a fat 27 than feeling sick in the guys and feeling turned off by food ):
Secondly:
It'll be a lie if I say I'm not bothered. Cause I am. Relatively bothered, I might add. But well, I'm just going to suck it, and rely on my faith I have(:
Thirdly, my shoulder hurts slightly, from knocking on the bar of the door ):
Fourthly, momma's being an ass): She's giving me a thrashing for coming home and using the com straight away ):
Just deal with it lurs.
I just want to sleep and drown out everything, cause facing it is too much for me at the moment.
Yeah, I pretty much am escaping the stuff and not facing them straight up, but well, I'm happier with it this way.
Bee's smses are helping (: I'm over-dependent, and I have no idea what anyone or even I myself can do about it ):
